I am so scared....
Are my sweet little embies still in my tummy,
are have they moved on : (
I don't feel anything...Maybe I'm not allowing myself to feel anything as a protective measure...
We had non to make it to freeze, and our two little precious ones we put back were average,
but neither one was 8 cell.
Please God, let them be fighters...Let them still be there..implanting, growing...
I don't know if I am strong enough to do this again, although I know if it didn't work I'll have to...
5dp3dt
they're fighting.. they have to be. i'm praying. and i wish i had something more comforting to say. my heart is with you every day.
ReplyDeleteHey there, It is not coincidence that you found my blog...I totally understand your feelings of doubt. A friend just told me the other day, "dont let doubt ruin your time of belief!" Fear is a enemy of faith...you have to believe it! I know you probably dont want to be deceived...but how do you know that your not talking yourself into "not feeling it" when you very well are pregnant? I'm with ya girl, lets stick together! When do you test?? Mine is on Friday
ReplyDeleteTuesday! wow...wish I could test then also :) This wait is driving me crazy also! I feel you about having hard times..life is full of them. Pray hard for your babies now, I know its hard but they have only one momma...and her voice is heard! Dont worry about tomorrow or the next cycle... today is enough. I will pray for you also to be relaxed and to enjoy this time of opportunity. I've been told not to be a "negative nellie :) " I have a group on facebook called faith n fertility journeys... add us! My friend Logan just had ivf done on the same day as you and I, along with about 5 other girls on there. You may find that your not alone. Talk soon!
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