I want a baby.....

So, I have a date set (tentatively by my doctor) for my next egg retrieval, IVF number 2.  I'm still not sure how I will journey this, if I will make this blog private, invitation only for my IVF..Or save the posts and tell my story afterwards..Ideas, thoughts?  If I decide to go private, will any of you email me your address so I can send an invite???