Have a Holly Jolly Christmas .......

Let the countdown begin!!!! Two days until the Christmas festivities begin!! I'm excited, but sad at the same time because I won't get to spend Christmas night (or eve night either) on the couch snuggled with my hubby.  But, on the bright side...This has been a wonderful week! First of all, we found out our HUGE doctor bill will be covered by insurance after all! That was the best Christmas present, because that means we will hopefully *crosses fingers* still be on track for IVF with the next two periods....That also means my husband is going to let me get the camera that I have been so desperately wanting : - ) ...He said he called around everywhere in driving range and they were sold out, but said they would have more after the first of the year and that we could go get one!!!  Yesterday, my new blogger friend Christina found out some wonderful news that made her and Kandice's day, and I'm so happy for her, because, let's just say I know how great that news is for her...  Third, forecasters are saying that we may get a white Christmas this year!!!!!!!  This is significant to me because the last time we had a white Christmas in this area was 2004, and before that 1913!!! Also, sometimes when I pray, I joke with God..Yeah I know...But I conversed like I would if we were talking face to face...and I prayed "God, if this IVF is going to be a good thing, and if I shouldn't be worrying myself nuts over it, please give me a sign...like maybe a white Christmas?!" Imagine how my jaw dropped to the ground when the forecasters started giving a chance of snow for Christmas day!!! I'm not going to take it to heart and be gravely disappointed and think that this isn't going to work if we don't get one, I just thought it was so funny that they seem to think we will get snow! I am located in very southern TN.  Right where the TN, MS, and AL lines meet.  So we rarely get snow, much less during Christmas. 

Any who, I am getting more nervous about IVF...What if I do my shots wrong, what if I am too big of a wimp and can't handle the pain, what is I develop OHSS from the drugs....But I guess this is normal and I know the benefits very much outweigh the risks...

If I don't blog again before then, I want to wish everyone a VEEERRRY  

Merry Christmas!!!