Argh....So you've had a bad day..

I am down in the dumps..Simply said.  My heart hurts, my head hurts, and my body hurts.  I have been trying to go on with my life..but I'm stuck.  My feelings are hurt.  And I hurt for a close friend and her family..Having to bury a precious child 1 day short of her third birthday.  I feel like no one understands..Except two ladies I met who went to the same clinic as us.  ... I had so much more to say before I started this post.....And now it all seems so pointless.....I want to pray, but when I close my eyes, there are no words.  I can't understand how some things happen.  I can't understand how He can let a two year old baby fight so hard for so long, beat cancer, and die from an infection so soon after she started getting her life back.  I know people say that he had better plans for her, that he needed her more than "we" did.  But what about her mommy and daddy, who never left her side, who cared for her 24 hours a day.  Her aunts, her grandparents..What about them? They needed her, they still need her.  I can't understand why anyone has to be taken from this horrible disease, but a baby?