Five Question Friday

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1. Do you open presents on Christmas Eve or Christmas Day?

Since we don't have our little miracles yet, we don't really have a set of tradition's yet...Last year, and this year both, we haven't done gifts for each other (this is the second Christmas we have been married, 4th together.)  Also, last  year he worked Christmas night, so slept most of the day Christmas day...And this year he works Christmas Eve night and Christmas night.  So???? But, we do gifts with my parent's Christmas morning, his grandparents and dad around lunch Christmas Day...I suppose when we have our own kids, we will do one gift on Christmas Eve and the rest extremely early on Christmas morning.

2. What is your favorite Christmas cookie (or candy)?

Well, I'm not that fond of either...But if I had to choose, I love peanut butter cookies..I guess that's not really a Christmas cookie....

3. What's the worst Christmas gift you've ever received?

Oh gosh...Who knows? I'm sure I have received some pretty terrible one's but I get so excited over just getting anything, that I am always happy about gifts! haha

4. Christmas song that you love?

Silent night has always been a favorite of mine. 

5. How many trees do you put up?

Just one..and it's almost too big for my tiny little house..and there is a small one on the front porch that my hubs won't let me light up because he's "conserving electricity" since we have had an unusually cold week here in TN.

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So, after my crazy emotional day yesterday, I feel a lot better today.  It has just been a rough week for me emotionally.  I got so many emails and comments from people, complete strangers, that said they are praying for me...and that made me feel so good...and after a struggle of what to say, I finally prayed last night...It wasn't a long emotional "talk" like I need to have, but I prayed..for the first time in over a week.  Do you think God reads blogs??  I know that's crazy, and I'm partially joking, but that is what was in my heart and on my mind yesterday, and I think HE knows that....So, thank to you to all of my friends in the blogger world for letting me open up and just share my feeling and vent about my frustrations and personal struggles...There are just some things you can't tell the ones that are physically closest to you and that's what I created this blog for.  I have also decided, that when we finish IVF with a successful birth and a baby, I am going to have this printed into a book for my child.  I want he/she to know how much I love them and have loved them since the idea of "them" came to be...I want them to know how hard I fought to get them here.