<uno> yesterday was an amazing day at church. im not the christian i should be. ill be the first to admit it. i belive in and love the lord with all my heart. i try to do good, and i try to help people if i can. i don't, however, go to church like i should. i have been making a better effort to get my behind there every sunday. i need to go on wednesdays too though. i also need to work on my attitude towards others. if i see something done differently than the way i would do it, i am so bad about saying something about it, or making fun of it in a way. i know its wrong, and i feel horrible after i do it, but i do it anyways. i know that if we want to be parents, we need to fix our relationship with god, because without him, parenthood will not be possible.
back to the reason church was amazing yesterday. 7 member repented and one non member was baptized into christ. 2 of the members who repented were the preacher and his wife. her mother in law had just passed away and they wanted to both make sure their hearts were right with god. i think that is an amazing act, because everyone has short comings, and it makes us feel like god will indeed forgive us if he will forgive a preacher.
<dos> i really do have a blessed life. i have amazing parents, an annoying but all around good kid for a brother, and a husband who would do anything for me that he could. i have a roof over my head, a nice vehicle that i know will make it to where i need to go, and i am healthy. i have a college degree, and although i do not use it, that is something to be proud of. i have my health and my husbands. i realized yesterday that i have all that i need in life except a child, and hopefully soon, i will have that too. my life turned out in no way shape or form the way i imagined, but turned out soooo much better.
I wish everyone a blessed monday!!!
Sounds like a wonderful church service! Thanks for commenting on my blog. My first pregnancy was after many infertility treatments and iui. So, I feel your pain. The Lord has blessed us with this pregnancy without the aid of anything..miracles truly happen. Best of luck in your infertility journey. I look forward to following along! I'm your first follower.
ReplyDeleteYay! My first follower! I've never been a big blogger, so this is a new experience for me! I am SUPER nervous about my consultation, but have been lucky enough to find another couple who has undergone 2 rounds of IVF with the clinic we will be using, so they make me feel tons better. I wish we could have had the option of IUI, but my husband only had time to make one "deposit" before his chemo began, so we are very limited in our amount of sperm available.
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