I ran across an amazing blog this morning. Maybe because I have been in distress this week over our infertility. I have wanted a baby soo bad this week. Not that I don't want a baby bad every week, but some days, I feel like I can cope, and that everything will be ok. Other days, I think, "Oh my gosh - what if I never get to feel my child growing inside me, or never get to hear my child's heartbeat for the first time, or never get to hold my baby.." This has been one of those bad weeks. You have to remember, this is still a new experience to me. I just found out in August, for sure, that we would never conceive on our own. I mean, I guess I kind of knew all along. We were told the reprocussions of having chemo and what it could do to my husband's fertility, but I am the eternal optimist, usually. I always think that I will be that one person that can defy the odds. That one time, it will work and the sperm will be viable, or that we would be that small percentage that the chemo doesn't affect. I guess that is why I was so crushed when we got the news. My sweet husband just told me that everything would be ok, while I lay in bed and cried the whole weekend.
Anyways, I'm getting off track, but my point is I found a good blog for infertile couples. It is about women's experiences with infertility, pregnancy loss, etc. It is worth checking out!
" A blog for infertile couples looking for encouragement and answers to their hardest questions."
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