Ugh..

Ugh is just how I feel sometimes...Like I wonder if things will EVER go my way..I know that is selfish and I am very fortunate compared to some people..and then I look at those same people that have a houseful of kids running around that they care nothing about taking care of..and I'm back to "ugh"..

The clinic called me yesterday and said they had an opening today if we wanted to come : (...I make a sad face because it was too short notice for me to get off work..That would have meant we were 1 month closer than we were.. Oh well, all in God's time. 

Anyout out there who has not watched "Letters from God," please watch it.  It is the most amazing and inspirational movie I have ever watched.  I am a Christian and I do believe in God..but I do not always go to church like I should and I do not always talk and think like I should...lets just say, this movie made me want to get out my bible and just read, read, read.. It re-affirmed my belief that getting back into church and becoming a better Christian and a neccessity of my (hopefully) becoming a parent.  I want my children raised in church, with a church family, and a belief in God. 

Anyways, work time again, so I hope everyone has a wonderful Tuesday!